Sunday, March 22, 2009

Sick of driving

I hate driving!!! I hate it! i hope i do not need to take the driving test. My first test was such a disaster. Everything happened all in a sudden. In a wink of an eye, I failed both parts! It was such a disaster!! I feel so unhappy after I failed. I tried my very best, I did all I could, why didn't god let me pass the test.....I do not feel like taking the test ever again. I am sick of it....U HEAR ME? SICK OF IT!!!!!! It's not my fault that Im scared, why doesn't anyone understand?????They think that, being a straight As students, I must be able to be good in driving!!! That is not TRUE!!! Im so frustrated!!!!

Lost friendship

She was a good friend, or should I say a very close friend. We have a lot of fun together in primary school, with three other friends of mine. However, when we reached secondary school, we grew more and more apart, she found some new friends, and got closer to them. I felt unhappy, but do not stop her from doing so. From that moment onwards, we started to become strangers to each other. Even if we are near each other, we wouldn't bother to say a "hi" to each other. How i hope that we could get back to primary school days when everything is so fun and relaxing, I miss the days we had together and i always will miss them.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Lost love

She was his classmate for six years, approximately...and she could not do anything but hate him. He is nothing to her but a big bully and a showoff, but when they grew older, she started to see something in him. Actually, he is just a humourous guy who likes to bother other people, just for the fun of it. Soon, she started to like him, and have liked him ever since...when she proposed to him, indirectly, he turned her down. Although she expected such an outcome, she couldn't help but feel very sad about it. Now, she thinks he had a girlfriend and she can love him no longer. She decided to put a stop to this long and lost love.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Confused!!!

19/3/2009

I am confused, I do not know what to do!! I heard from my relatives that pharmacy is a good course, but now I am damn confused. I do not know whether i am really suited for this course as I prefer mathematics more than science and now I am planning to do actuarial science, but my cousin discourags me from doing that, he thinks that I am out of my mind to do that course. I do not know what to do!!!!!Haiz...

Chemistry Test

19/3/2009

This is a bad day for me. Today my chemistry lecturer gave out my chemistry topic test 2 and I did it really badly, really really badly. I have never done anything so badly in my whole life. I felt very sad but do not feel like showing it to anybody. I couldn't concentrate at all in my next class. This is so frustrating! Hope I can do better in my next test!!